Every time I wake up I pray that something will drastically change everything in my life…
By some unknown reason and for each passing second, my heart is being pierced by a knife…
I guess I’m getting lonelier each day…
I think my life is going astray…
I know I am well loved by my family…
I guess I really just miss them that much…
A family that is an embodiment of the Filipino diaspora…
I guess it finally took its toll on us…
Maybe I just need to travel somewhere far far away…
Or sojourn in another country to start another day …
Learn another course or go back to study…
A fresh new start is all I need, maybe…
Please and I beg you please…
Give me that spark that will make me do the extra mile…
Passion is diminishing…
I guess I’m getting trapped in the doldrums after all…